I HATE SCHOOL!!!! I want to leave at semester, and I think my mom is going to let me move in with my grandma and grandpa so I can go to Blue Springs South. I'm kind of excited, school is alot different at Plaza this year and at this rate I don't think I can make it through the year. Im so ready to just give up if I don't get out of there soon. Lauren please tell me you know what I mean.... Well thats about it just needed to vent, and I never get on this thing any way so yeah. Lauren we really need to hang out soon, I miss you lots. Madison

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Hey, wow, I haven't been on the computer in ages!!! I'm suprised this thing is still here. Well, ALOT has happened lately, but I'd rather just forget about it, it was all a HUGE mistake.

I LOVE JOSH, more than anything in the world and I always will, Im so glad he gave me a second chance because I so don't deserve it-but I don't want to talk about that either.

I'm going to the banquet with one of my bestest friends--Colby-- that should be fun. Love the dress, my grandma totally spoiled me when it comes to the outfit this year, but what are grandmas for, right??

Summer is almost here, and I am so excited, school really sux this year, I might try Raytown, or Blue Springs South next year, but I'm not sure yet, the work at Plaza is so easy, and I only have 2 years left so I don't know if I want to change or just stick it out.

Well, Im supposed to be doing homework right now, so I'm going to go. Later.

                                                                     Madison

PS..... I miss you to Jackie, we need to hang out soon!!

WOW! It's been a really long time! I never get on the computer, so please don't get upset if I didn't comment you back, but I just don't have time to get on the computer very much. Lot's of things have happened since my last enrty. Josh is getting a new job on Wednesday- he's going to be making ALOT more mula, so he's going back to school in November-YAY. My wonderful aunt whom I love very very much bought me a car this week and let me tell you it's beautiful- I love it so much. It's a two door black Saturn SC2, it's so purdy its got a sun roof and everything, it's really small, but that's okay, I think that makes is cuter!!

Finals are over, thank God- and I'm being lteral there! I'm so sick of school, I wish it was summer time again.

I went and saw the Edge of the Spear last night, and it was extremely good- everyone should see it, me and Josh really liked it.

I really need to start hanging out with all my friends more, I just don't have alot of time, it seems like all I ever do is school and work, but I hope that will get better now that I have a car. Friday night I don't have to work, which is like a miracle because it's the first Friday night I've had off since I started working, so I hope that will be fun. Well, I have to go work on science fair- more school great- so I guess I'll talk to ya'll later. Maddie

Hey everyone! I hven't updated in a LONG time! Im really busy, and don't usually want to spend my free time on the computer, but I like to keep in touch with everyone, so Ill try and get on more often.

Not much is going on, I'm working alot, and spending most of my free time with Josh, I love him so much! In two weeks he's going to Europe, Im going to miss him so much, but I know hes going to have a blast. and hes going to be gone over Thanksgiving break, which sux really bad, but I need to hang out with Lauren we have some major catching up to do, we hardly ever get to hang out anymore. She has no freetime, and the freetime I do have (which is vey minimal right now) I spend with Josh so I dont feel like Im neglecting him (although I think he probably feels that way most of the time, sorry I love you).

Well, this update is on request of Meagan and Karen, so I hope you guys are happy!! Comment back. Love always, Madison